Normally I HATE being touched more than anything and I’ll flinch or my first instinct is to fling back at them but today was different. I was kinda overly friendly with my best friend but it was so comforting. My self consciousness was the same low as it always is but now I feel better. I need to find a happy medium between hitting from touches and being all over.
I’ve ate two pieces of pizza and literally like 50 cookies today. I’m the epitome of gross but that’s okay because when I did it I was really happy and all was pretty much okay but then when I went to the class afterwards and thought about what I did I was really mad. Therefore, 24 hours of no eating. I have to reach my goal and I have less than a month left fuck. No more slip ups.